Hi any friends that may read. I apologize for deserting you. I discovered Facebook. Nobody expects anything deep. I speak in one sentence thoughts. If that. It’s simple.
But I miss here.
It’s been a tad emotional around here. I’m tired of being hormonal. I’m tired of being tired. I miss my optimistic self. I miss the old me. The new me is sad and grumpy and tired and pessimistic, always scrambling to rise above life, desperately reaching out to Jesus. The reaching out to Jesus is great. But I’d like to spend more time enjoying and less time feeling desperate.
I started a new book. Parenting is Your Highest Calling… and 8 other myths that trap us in worry and guilt. I have high hopes that this book, coupled with a few moments set aside for me to have a break and have time to think and listen and recharge, things will be improving on the ‘joy’ front.
On the church front. MJ feels we are released to begin the 24 hour prayer room. I am so excited!! Our goal is to start the 3rd week of May I think ( the week leading up to Pentecost Sunday) We are hoping… hey, I’m planning! – but of course – only with God’s miracle working! – that we will be in the ‘permanent’ space. That will take our tiny church of about 30 – 40 people doubling their tithe consistently in order to pay rent and utilities and supplies for the prayer room. It gives me goosebumps!!